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Saturday, August 21st, 2004
8:51 pm
a fantasy
there's a fantasy that i have often - if i'm at the grocery store, or anywhere else in public, and i happen to notice a particularly hot older woman, say, in her late thirties or even early forties, if i'm feeling horny enough at the time, i become more bold, and will either give them a coy smile or a lusty leer, depending on what i gather them for - if they look like they could be a divorcee, and they are trying to maintain a sexy, fuckable body, and showing it off, i'll give the leer, like "i would fuck you like you like you were still in highschool" - if they don't respond with a "fuck off creep" return look, then i'll sort of follow them around, and follow them out, see what car they get into, and i'll follow them - i try my best to not seem so obvious - then, on the way back to their apartment, she notices me, and she knows i'm following her - at a stop light she glances over and subtly licks her lips and gives me that "gawd i'm horny" look - a look only an aging woman who had has asshole husband for 20 years that never fucked her wildly would give a guy nearly half her age - i follow her all the way home, and she pulls up to her apartment, and i pull up a and park a few spaces down, keeping my distance still so she can feel comfortable - when she gets out of her car, so do i, and i lean there, watching her, waiting to be invited officially - she gets out of her car, giving a great display of her long legs in high heels, she's wearing a conservative yet short business skirt, and a white silky blouse with a plunging neckline, her breasts ample - purse in hand along with the bottle of wine she bought, she walks halfway towards me, and asks "what do you want?" - i just look at her, and ask confidently, "what do you need?" - she's silent for a moment, and she responds, "I need help opening this bottle" and she motions towards the bottle cradled in her arm - "I can do that" I say, and she begins to walk towards her door, without a word - i follow her - she leaves the door open behind her, and walk in and close it behind me - i can tell she's nervous, but i can also feel the incredible sexual energy that's is exponentially building up all around us - she walks into her kitchen where I follow - she sets the bottle and her purse down on the counter and before i even get a chance to stop, she turns around and charges me, her lips and tongue out to attack mine, her handson my chest, she pushes me with her eagerness back into the other counter, once i'm stopped, i put my hands on her and take control of the kissing - i can hear immediate muffled whimpering and long held captive moans wanted to escape - she starts tearing at my clothes, and just feeling my body, pressing herself against me, i did the same, and my hands found her skirt zipper and unfastened it, at that point she doesn't waste a second opening her blouse, revealing her mature breasts begging to be let loose from their lacy bra - i help her rove her blouse, and once done she begin at my belt and my hands started fondling her juicy ass, now nearly completely nude except for the lace g-string she was wearing - once my pants were down, boxers followed, and out came my now throbbing cock, ready to make this gorgeous woman with children undoubtedly older than me writhe in pleasure, the kind she hasn't felt since she was getting fucked when she was a high school cheerleader - she dropped to her knees and instantly engorged herself on my cock, like it was the first drop of water after a long desert journey - she lathered her tongue all over it, she was really savoring every inch, as if she missed the taste, i could hear her subtle moans of pleasureable relief - she sucks on me for mintues and finally i just want to bend her over and fuck her - i want to make her scream, i want to make her cry in exstacy - i pull her off my cock and lift her up, kissing her more, and rub her her wet pussy with my hnad under her underwear, i can feel her neatly trimmed landing strip- she reacts with jittery chills punctuated with quick little gasps, like her pussy had never been touched in her life - i guide her over out of the kitchen, into the living room right in front of the couch, large and leather - we're still kissing ravenously, and i pull away to taste her hard nipples, massaging her breasts, and all the while i'mrubbing her warm ass, then i quickly spin her around and throw her down on the couch, her ass in facing me, I smack it and thats when she yelps out and cries "oh fuck me!" - i yank aside her g-string and lick her pussy, that yeilded the louded vocal response yet - i continued to eat her out from behind for a few more moments, before I couldn't take it anymore, and pulled her towards me by her waist and slowwwly pushed my cock inside her - "oh my goddd" she said under her panting, and i pushed myself in her as far as I could and held it there, giving little budges, bumping myself against her ass - I grapsed her butt with both hands as I began my thrusting - i gradually increasted the speed and slowing down, and speeding up, so on and so fourth, spanking her butt every so often, making her shout out loud even more than she was already moaning - we fucked doggystyle for nearly fifteen minutes before i was about to climax - when I was nearly there, I thrust the hardest of all, pulling her body towards me with every inward thrust by holding her by her waist - I finally came, inside her, I yelled aloud, she screamed for god - i pull out, and toss myself down on the couch next to her, she just collapses, face buried in the supple leather, lungs grasping for oxygen - finally, she leveled out, and she rolls over, to lay motionless, eyes agape, staring into the ceiling, with the question "what the fuck just happened???" written all over her body - at that point i decided to give her a reality check, that everything really did happen, and i bury my face inbetween her legs and begin to feast on her freshly fucked pussy - we continue to fuck each other for hours, into the night, all over the living room, in her bedroom, in the shower, until finally we are both passed out on the floor, exhausted from wild, unabashed, raw sex - I awake in the early morning, det dressed, and leave a note: "call me if you ever need help with anything again" with my number -
Thursday, June 24th, 2004
3:07 am
yesterday and today
the following entry is also cut and pasted from the original blogger - this is the last of the original entries:

so last night, as I was riding around in my neighbor, which tends to be one that hosts many young persons who either also ride or walk or run every evening as to maintain their sexy young bodies, i rode past a black woman, maybe mid 20's, quite possible as young as 21 - she was on the sidewalk and she was pushing a stroller with child while talking on her cell phone - she was casually walking along, not in any hurry, just strolling - she was taller than me, wearing small khaki shorts and a pink sleepless top - she had long legs, chocolate and smooth, and was in decent shape from what i could gather - her long legs that lead up to her nicely shaped ass (thanks to the shorts) got my attention - as i passed her, i looked her way, to see her face - she looked at me and gave me a "hey there" look/smile - it may have been just due to the fact that she was having a pleasant conversation on the phone, either way, it got me going - her breasts were ample as well - i circled back around the block, to get a better look, and perhaps give her a "hey there" look/smile - when a came back around, she hadn't progressed much down the sidewalk, but as i approached slowly, so i could better examine her legs and ass, it was almost as if she knew i was approaching because she did that hip shift walk a bit, showcasing her sexy typical big-bootie rear - but not overly big, just nice and round - i had a flash fantasy of talking slowing to say "what's up" and engage in small talk, eventually ending up at her apartment which was undoubtedly near by, and her bending over, pulling those khaki shorts down to reveal a magnificent african ass that just begged to be fucked, where she proceeded to work my throbbing cock with only the action of her bucking behind, just like those butt-shakin' girls in certain rap videos - I've never been with a black girl - I've only had sex with white girls - so nothing drives me more salacious than the idea of fucking a fine-ass black girl, a nubile asian girl, or a juicy latina senorita -

I passed by again and gave her look, and she seemed to give me a look of, "talk to me or what?" - and i was going to - i circled back the way - what could it hurt anyway - on the return, i had even formulated a quick "in" - that i was a photographer, and that if she wanted to make a few bucks and get some nice photos of herself in the process, that she should let me come to her place and shoot her some time - but, as greater intervention would have it, when i came back around, she was chatting with two other people - a large black man and a short black girl - and at that point, i couldn't tell who the child belonged to - needless to say, my plans were foiled - and i just kept on going - i'd come back around every now and then, to see if she was alone again, but after about an hour - she disappeared, but her friends remained - maybe another time- but she had it goin' on when it came to her body -

today i was riding once again, and there was a short black girl, could have been as young as 17, but she looked 20ish - it's so hard to tell these days - she departed on foot from my apartment's vicinity, and i lingered to see where she was going - after a while it seemed she was headed towards the bus stop a few blocks away - so i circumvented her path and arranged to pass her by face to face - i'd already seen her from behind - she was short, but proportioned for those who like to smack that ass - for it was squeezed into a pair of short white shorts, and she was wearing some strange top, i think she may have actually had some kinda of fleece garment over what looked like a white tanktop - she wasn't very gifted up top - and she wasn't ugly either - she just had that ass, and she knew it - I didn't pursue anything with her- i just confirmed to myself that she indeed went to go wait for the bus - and that was it -

the last few times i was at a strip club, in fact, EVERY time i've been to a strip club, i was most turned on and drawn to the black girls (and there were only one of all the girls at each place) - at the one all nude establishment was where i saw the SEXIEST black girl i've ever seen in person, of course, it probably wasn't fair to the rest i've ever met or seen in real life that this one was completely nude and pressing her sweet-smelling breasts on my face - i definitely want to find her again - and get a private dance- but as far as dances go, the best i've ever had was from another stripper at the same club (the black girl left early, apparently, from what i remember, there was an unruly VIP who was escorted out shortly before she left, and she looked frightened) - there was this very leggy, thin older woman - she must have been in her late thirties, i'd guess 36, but her body, from firm ass to very nice breasts, looked about ten years younger - not to say that she looked freakish, with a face appearing older than her body, she looked like a madam, like a well experienced entertainer - she had sort of a naughty moonlighting school teacher vibe about her, her long dirty blonde hair with bangs only aided to that idea - i was drawn to her almost immediately - not only because of that older woman mystique, but because i actually thought that she was on of my neighbors - i got really turned on - flash fantasizing about how if i pay all my attention and money to her that night, and then see her, say, doing laundry, or having a smoke outside her door, she'd have to acknowlege me, invite me into her place, and proceed to give me an afterhours show, just her and I - and then this would perpetuate into this reverse lolita affair, with I sneaking over to her place when my girlfriend wasn't around, fulfilling both mine and her's sexual fantasy, that is, she with a young neighbor, sneaking around, fucking on the kitchen floor, getting eaten out on her couch, getting her tits sucked while being fucked by a guy who could be her son - and I, fucking someone who could've been an old high school teacher of mine, or a boss, or some other matriarchal older figure - so i aimed nearly all my attention to her al night, and she knew it, and the more i'd go up to her platform, the more she'd chat with me, the more she whispered in my ear, the longer she kissed me on the cheek, the longer she's press her tits on my face, the more she played with her pussy in front of me - in turn, i licked her in between her tits, grabber her ankles, breathed hotly on her body - finally came the long anticipated lap dance - it wasn't private, but it didn't seem to matter after a certain hour where you were in the club as to determine the level of behavior demanded by the patrons - she came to me, gave me an extremely sexy dance, slowly stripped nude, pressed her ass against my hardon, rode it slowly, leaned back and placed her head full of soft hair next to mine and mingled her open mouth against my cheek, breathing lustfully, all the while still slowly grinding her pussy against my crotch - she gyrated her body against mine, alternating from that and facing me forward, runner her torso up and down my face, dredging her breasts up my chest, over my face, allowing me to kiss them, and i found myself rubbing her legs that were on me with my hands, i was real hesitant to do much more, since i knew there were bouncers not but 10 feet away - she really worked it - and then announced when she was done, took 5 dollars off the price, and asked if she could sit on my lap while she got dressed again - this only meant that she was going to continue to slowly so slowly grind her pussy onto my hard cock being held captive by my jeans - she continued with her excessive dressing ritual that seemed to just give her an excuse to press her naked body against me - once dressed, she stayed in my lap, making more small talk, and told me when she was working again - she gave me kiss on the cheek, and proceeded to go see what her next shift duty was - after she left, i left - I was done - i would LOVE to find her again - especially since it of course turned out she wasn't my neighbor at all -

I'm thinking now I'd really like to go out and see if they're out there again - tomorrow night maybe - I think it'd be worth it - but of course, that could easily just be my current hardon speaking for me right now -

We'll see.
3:05 am
let the games begin.
I originally created a Blogger account for this - but i realized that it didn't have the capability of keeping friends or searching for them either - i thought it did, I was wrong - i want feedback, to be honest - so, the following will be a cut and pasted entry from the original blogger which was created only a couple of hours ago:

here's the skinny - i'm not going to reveal my real name on here, nor my actual location - what i am going to reveal are just the really low down dirty thoughts and ideas that occur to me through out my day - and not to mention activities that may be interpreted as slightly creepy - but, before i begin - is it fact? is it fiction? are the tales i'm about to weave reports of actual events and actual intention and actual ideas brewing in my nearly sick head? or is all this just some fantasy? one could say it's all fantasy, what ever we don't actually engage on - so, as a disclaimer, if you read something that's just down right scary or unacceptable, then, it's probably just fiction -
3:01 am
here i go
I originally created a Blogger account for this - but i realized that it didn't have the capability of keeping friends or searching for them either - i thought it did, I was wrong - i want feedback, to be honest - so, the following will be a cut and pasted entry from the original blogger which was created only a couple of hours ago:

here's the skinny - i'm not going to reveal my real name on here, nor my actual location - what i am going to reveal are just the really low down dirty thoughts and ideas that occur to me through out my day - and not to mention activities that may be interpreted as slightly creepy - but, before i begin - is it fact? is it fiction? are the tales i'm about to weave reports of actual events and actual intention and actual ideas brewing in my nearly sick head? or is all this just some fantasy? one could say it's all fantasy, what ever we don't actually engage on - so, as a disclaimer, if you read something that's just down right scary or unacceptable, then, it's probably just fiction -
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